Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Do I sound depressed? I dont think I am?

I dont think Im depressed but my mom and brother ask me why I look like Im depressed. We moved 6 months ago and I have yet to make one friend up here because I refuse to because of the area we live in. Im not shy. I just dont feel safe being a mature white male in a black/mexican pride city. Were not in the ghetto but anywhere a mile out is. I want to go out and do things and go to events and concerts, just not here. This city sucks and I would do anything to move. I dont think sad thoughts. Im always happy to do anything. I do get mad easily. I dont hurt myself in anyway. I want to do good things in my life. Although I am going mad being cooped up in this house. I visit my old friends and I make new friends over there all the time. But when I come up here I just dont do anything. Sometimes it feels like Im just dead because I sit here in the house just doing homework, listening to music, and sleeping.

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